this isn't for me,
you just sit and stare,
and i
i begin to hate myself,more...

the other worldly loss,
all the gods all the drugs,
all of it, flawed,
you are,
appealed,
in this case,
but nothing dictated to you,
the real way,
the real way it all worked,
and you, your a slave,
i don't mean to be,
i don't mean to breathe on you.

this isn't for me,
you just sit and stare,
and, begin to hate yourself more...